About Adoptee Rage

Statistics Identify large populations of Adoptees in prisons, mental hospitals and committed suicide.
Fifty years of scientific studies on child adoption resulting in psychological harm to the child and
poor outcomes for a child's future.
Medical and psychological attempts to heal the broken bonds of adoption, promote reunions of biological parents and adult children. The other half of attempting to repair a severed Identity is counselling therapy to rebuild the self.

Friday, May 15, 2015

Adoption Poems

ADOPTEE RAGE!

Adoptee Poems __________________________________________

I can only defy you and make you regret,
your wasted years molding me worthy,
That I will always be in your debt.

I can never be trusted as long as I live your lies,
I refuse to believe In your gods and your shame,
I refuse to believe that I am just "Like" the same. 

When A new master can assume the responsibility
A marriage will lift you from your burden of the,
the new master will own me and deny that I'm Me.

I am but your adoption failure 
I am your wasted effort,
to mold me into someone worthy, 
even as I reach the age of thirty.

I can only offer you disappointment
anger and narcissistic rage,
I was your only scapegoat, blacksheep and page.
I am forever the deposit for all things that go wrong,
I can still be used in memory 
When you put me where I belong.

I will never bring you happiness
that you needed so badly back then,
I can only bring you hatred
Of my suffering from within.

I am not a human being,
someone worthy that can be trusted,
I am only the butt of your jokes
and a laughable side-note encrusted.

I was never worthy of such a human task,
if I'd only I believed your sanctimonious lies, 
and pretended that I was cast.

To be part of your family, 
I must believe your lies,
although I must to lie to myself, pretend it to be true
and play my role you mapped out for me of disguise.